Broke up

So i just broke up! and i dunno what to do!! I feel so stupid,and restless! Huh!!
and god!! Why do i feel sooooooooo helpless??
Am i that stupid to love him? or am i sooo blind?
Blinded by love? fine, I am sooo stupid.
I still remember his smiles,his laugh and his face! The way he acts,the way he talk and the way he walks.
Damn!! Oh Nur Raihan..stop dreaming! But i always have these doubts in me. Whatever..