Okay...so it has been really long since i have last update my blog...ryte?? Aeh...urmm maybe...but lets skip that part. So for the pass few weeks...i was damn busy..but hey, guess what, I went to Nilai for a one day trip..peh seronok..kau ade?? Hmm On friday, my friends and i took part in UTM Nanotechnology program...criuz..kat sana,,,bny faci hensem...aku bukannya pay attention sangat pun..tapi criuz..muke dorng tu hensem..yg the woman...lawalah...hahahaha tapi malangnya semua da di takem...huish...mule2 ingatkan ta syok...ceyh..sekali best doe...besoknya..aku gi nilai..kat negeri sembilan....best...
NEGERI SEMBILAN
Hah..meh aku citer...ni syok doe...We were asked to come at 6.30am...pffth *ayat standard ah tu..tpi bertolak almost 7...penat kau tau!! Dah ah semalamnya aku gi UTM...blk kul 6:30ptg..yg herannyer...sempat aku jmpe kakak aku...mama aku kata *jmpe kakak tak penat plak... = =' memanglah...hehehehe...aku dok rembat jaket dialah...hah continue...then...kitorang makan nasi lemak dalam best...fuhhh syok sia....then disaster struck...ttibe bas rosak..bengang giler...da ah panas...hahaha...yg budak laki ni adventurous sikit..sanggup dorang kuar bas..siap pkai kamera aku untuk amik gambar kat tepi jalan...kat highway Machap...hahaha...tapi we girls memang hebat ah...tgh time2 genting gitu pun kitorang masih bley makan..makan dan makan...siap tanya resipi nak buat kek pudding...hahaha..yg tu tanyalah cik shafika kita...lalalalala...yang tak bley tahan tu...bus driver bukak lagi dangdut..wei...!!!! aku rasa macam nak mati sia dengar lagu ceggitu...tapi yang the guys dok berjoget sampai nampak macam org patah pinggang lebih dari orang berdansa...hahahaha....but criuzly lah...da dekat 2 jam kitorang tersadai tepi jalan...hmm dalam kul 11 gitu...bus da gerak balik...kali ni..kitorang tersadai lagi *ok kitorang tersadai lagi 2 jam...mesti korang tertanya tanya...apasal kitorang dok tersadai je an?? = =' ...hahahahaha...da nasib..nak wat camne??? Bley bayangkan tak..actually kitorang pnyer program kat kolej inti tu start kul 10...hahahah..sampai kene sindir taw...hahahahahyang ta bley belah tu...biler kitorang sampai ade bus yang da nk blk..sbb kitorang smp kul 1 lebey gitu lah...hahahah...dalam bas tu..peh semua muka dah bingit...sbb 1 1 muke da macam beruk kene perap..apakah?? hahahah...dah ah penat plak tu...
K nanti ade time aku update lagi..papai
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Sehari terkandas
Friday, May 25, 2012
3 ke 4 bulan eah? (Part I)
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Cuti Tahun Baru Cina lah wey...
Hello!! *ngantuk lagi ni...hahahah...ok sepanjang cuti ni...i did the most nerdy job of all..which is studying and doing my homeworks....*kau buatlah sangat...macam real jer..hahaha...neh...i was joking...i was busy playing sims *wei kau spm tahun ni kau sedar tak?? kalau kau nak azankan aku...lupekan jerlah...aku taulah aku exam...tapi aku nak enoy life..takkan tak bley??? woah...but ary isnin tu bestlah...sbb ade org ckp aku lawa...hahahaha...poyo jer....sebab waktu tu tgh nk mkn kat singgah selalu...korang pnah pergi??? tak pernah kan???so buat tak tau sudah..kalau tau pun...buat bodoh jerlah...sebab ni cerita aku....hahaha...hmm on tuesday...aku maen xbox..takdelah best sgt...cume aku geram tgk adik aku main mcm tak ingat dunia...giler sey dier...hahaha..on wednesday...satu hari aku menghadap muka kakak aku yg kononnyer makin tembam..*ye ke???hahaha watevlah..ok aku malas nk type ni..so kbai...nak berhibernasi...
Monday, January 2, 2012
come on come on
ok so here i am sitting in my room doing something practically dumb... but hey i m bored to death can die wo...
oh yeah so what im gonna update is that..on saturday i when to angsana...hahaha...it was like hmm ok...quite fun through...ok at first i was mumbling to myself what the hell am i doing there? it all started when my sister asked me to join her and her friends. technically i really don't know what she's up to. but i just agree anyway cause hey i miss her a lot! it has been 3 weeks since i last see her. not including messages and chattings, and so...that saturday which is 31 december 2011 (perfect timing for countdown right? yeah i know!) hahaha.... her friend which i called her kak Fathira (amboi...sopan nyah!) said i should meet her at her house y 11:55 am.. hmm i said ok. then out of nowhere my dad offered to send me...rezeki jangan ditolak..what's more im wearing the freaking short skirt i got last year...muahahaha...sexy? neh...but in the car on the way through, my sister keep on poking and kindda like pulling my skirt up. hahahaha...that is forgiveble (or not!) ..i really can't believe i can keep my big mouth shut! usually i talked all the way, but huh...i survived by not muttering even a word for maybe 45 minutes (malu oouh)..hahaha...ok upon arriving...we when first is to the...................................................................TOILET!! to....check out my hair...hahaha....i wasted my sister's money for that? hahaha...come on! that is my piority...20 cent only meh....hahaha..ok then we go shopping..not me! only kak fathira and kak amalina? (is that the way to spell her name? ==') ok maybe..they bought high heels only...while they're at that, my sister and i bought the most nicest, moistest most ok..cut that crap! we bought vanilla ice cream which apparently is OUR favourite flavored ice cream! hmm then we walked in circles going up down left right all over the place...hmm but we keep on getting seperated all the time. thank god..what? oh yeah..my sister keep on grabbing my hand in case i got lost! WHAT!! am i a kid? well apparently i am...to her! but overall it is fun!!we ate at mcdonald (once again) muahahaha....and kononnyer romanticlah sangat when i was shoving the fries in my sister's mouth cause she really talked a lot! like OH WOW!! she really LOVES to talk...so i just shove that fries in to her mouth to stop her from talking a lot!! ok then oh wait..my sister dragged me to the game store..oh come on!! she really loves playing game too? well im not that addicted to games as she is...hmm like around 5:30 kak fathira's dad picked us up and we were sent back home...the end...
oh not yet...we continued sms-ing till 12...count down baby...oh yeah!! it's near year!! and i fell asleep...too tired...ok..im done..this is the real end...
KBAI!!
Monday, December 5, 2011
2011: Do you know someday!
whether I would like to be his sweetheart (cewah! Ayat...romantic giler) but back to December
jugaklah aku jadi solo milo. Hmm 2011, what have I done? I really hate this year.
But oops! I can't! Hee You know why, because, all the memories that I've been throughis unforgettable. Like when I actually kenal @ get to know my beloved sister yang teramatlah cute.
If she is beside me I bet she'll say "Raihan! Jangan nak bodek lebey eah. Raihan lagi cute" and
I would say "EE mana ade" and the story will like forever perasan memasan and puji memuji.
And this year, I kindda change a lot! A snobbish, self centred and a vain girl actually turn out to be
a mature girl. Hahahaha! Kidding! Neh I was just joking my head off! Hahahahaha....But still,
my hot head, naughty and yeah well I am little bit aggressive and erm egoistic attitude is still the same.
Wawawa....well that really pissed my mum and dad off cause when i don't get what I want, I'll sulk and
then, black mailing. but before that, I cried first! hahahaha! come on, I was a little bit emotional!
"Raihan...straight to the point can you?" "Okay, yeah sure!" Heee whatever it is, I am gonna change thatattitude and be more mature and confident of myself! What's more, I have to be independent and be
strong when my sister is not in that school anymore! Oh come on! How bad could it be?
Yeah! Very bad cause she's not by my side and her protective shield is not there to protect me!
Hahaha! But soon it will pass! Or maybe I will be running back and cry back on her lap! Well
that's just a back up plan. Maybe I'll use it! Whatever! Yang pasti SPM is the most important thing! I
want to score 9A's! Insya'allah! Doakanlah kalau baik hati yer!!
Aku harap angan angan aku ni jadi kenyataan dan harapnya kakak aku pun dapat keputusan yang cemerlang, terbilang dan gemilang! Amen!
1.Bahasa melayu A
2.English A
3.Chemistry A
4.Pysics A
5.LK A
6.Add maths A
7.Mathematics A
8.Agama A tapi kalau dapat B aku terima dengan hati yang terbuka.
9.History A
Thursday, December 1, 2011
I am gone
kalau tengah emo baru bace yer nanti tak ada feeling....
Sorry that I have to leave you now. You hurt me enough. For now, you are in the care of my prayers. I am never mad or frustrated for all those things that happened. The fight. The quarrel. The crying and the tears. Sorry that I have to forget you. That is not my actual intention. But you made me. I am sorry for making you disappointed with my actions. I hope you would forgive me before I go from your life. Let me through my life alone. Without your shadows protecting me. Without your protective shield that keeps me away from danger. But most of all, without you who always help when I got myself into a huge mess. Also i want to learn to be independent. I don't want your help. I don't want your guidance. I don't want your sympathy. also, I want to learn to be independent. I want to face it alone. I may need you, but I won't! I hate to admit that I can't live without you! I hate to think that I can't continue life without you. I hate to admit that i am lousy without you. I hate to think that I am so un-independent of you. I hate myself for loving you. For now, I keep on saying that I am going to start back at zero. Without you! I promised myself not to cry when you go. But even a liar like me can't lie to my own feelings. You come into my life when I feel that I have no hopes. You save me from my own thoughts. Now you are part of my life and I can’t ignore you neither can I forget you. Memories that we shared is very precious. But now is the time for me to let you go. When you have to leave me, please let me go easily from your life. Don't tie me down. If you love someone else so much, then, go! Ignore me now. Let it hurts now than never. You come so fast and easy. But when you go, why must it be difficult and slow? You're mysterious and it's hard for me to read you! You come and go! when you need me, I am always by your side. But then you throw me away. You know that I can't let go off the memories.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Sesaat kau Datang English version
Lirik Lagu Sesaat Kau Datang -Ramlah Ram ft SleeQ
Zayn Malik vs Tom Parker
Hmmm Zayn Malik. Have you heard of him? If no...hmm let me talk bout him
He is the most handsome kid on earth. When I say kid, I mean teenager.
He's hot and I melt for him! Hahahaha....Ok..here is more about him
Name: Zayn Malik
Age: 17
Birthday: 12th January 1993
Hobbies: singing ofcourse
Favourite Animal: LION
From: England, Bradford
Religous Views: Muslim,
Mixed Race: Half Pakistani & Half English
Currently: Is in a band called'1Direction' they were formed at the XFactor -with four other boys: Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Harry Styles, and Niall Horan. They made it to the finals and came third place...Now where waiting for the album to comee out.
Age: 21
Date Of Birth: 04/08/1988
Hometown: Bolton
Star Sign: Leo
Favourite Food: Indian, Italian
Height: 5ft 10
Eye Colour: Hazel
Hair Colour: Brown
Favourite Band: Oasis
Football Team: Bolton Wanderers
Favourite Animal: Parrot
Favourite TV Show as a kid: Rosie and Jim
Recent TV Show: The Inbetweeners
Favourite Trainers: Reebok
Status: Single
Dream Woman: Kate Thornton
Random Fact: He’s the tidiest member of Wanted
Likes & Dislikes
•I like it when… i’m writing music and playing my guitar.
•If I could rule… the country, i would make tax zero.
•If it was the end… of the world, i would hide in a bunker.
•I hate it when… i’m bored.
So there it is! Ok...he's awesome...if you hate them, then shut up and keep the thoughts to yourself so I am not forced to vomit on you losers! Adios amigos! Teehee :)
Sunday, November 27, 2011
what happen today....
hmmm today, i did not do anything interesting except for swimming and hmmm going to the
library hahaha i told you that i am a bookworm....So tak payah nak gelak sanagtlah!!
#1 At the swimming pool...
Hye handsome! wah! at first I never thgought a hot guy would go swimming!
penuh bergaya!! Nama dia Alif and rakhil!
sepupu aku kata, jangan tengok luaran takut dia gay! Alamak!! Tak apalah!!
#2. balik rumah aunty aku.
Wei! Balik rumah, anak sedara kesayangan aku yang 3 orang dah ade kat rumah.Amboi~~rumah meriah betul dengan kehadiran budak2 kecik nie (balas dendam panggil
orang lain budak kecik since aku dapat panggilan tuw dari kakak aku). Tak cukup dengan
main kejar kejar, habislah satu rumah berkumandang dengan lagu tellytubbies. ya Allah
rupanya dia amik habit aku yang suka tengok tellytubbies waktu aku kecik. Tapi, still
adorable! Lagi lagi tengok rizqi senyum. cair hati aku. tak jadi nak cubit pipi dia yang
puih tuw. Tapi paling best layan Adriana and anak sedara aku yang baru which is Airiz Irdina
tengoklah mak sedara dia. Hee ok..dipersilakan nak tampar aku!!
Friday, November 25, 2011
Kene tagged!
Ohoho...aku kene tag ngan 2 member aku...wahahaha...popularnya aku! Raihan...gi matiah kau!
Neh i was just kidding my head off. Well straight to the point, I am gonna answer all the question before
I go bonkers all over the place...hellujah baby!!
Paste this rules...
- each person much post 11 about themselves in their journal
-I am revengeful type of person and I love creating troubles.muahahaahah...and ask my sister to help me out.
Hmm the answer untuk soalan dari timah dulu yer...
-Parents: ~Roslan Dahlan (papa)
~Zeyana Hussain (mama)
Soalan dari Dayana pulak...amboi...penat aku cam nie nyah!!
-Cinta, pengorbanan dan kesetian hmmm??? aku pilih pengorbanan sebab aku nie romantic sikit!
-Han...eean...(dari kawan and family akulah nie~~) tapi dari kakak aku....hmmm...sayang,comel,cantik,darling,hani,sweety,adik hmmm banyak lagilah! pantang aku kalau orang panggil aku HANTU! And NUR RAIHAN ROSLAN sebab cuma mak aku jer yang panggil aku camtu bile dia marah...
Panggil aku rehan and Raihan, aku takkan layan kau!
-Bila aku epak nagn kak amirah and kakak aku kat belakang sekolah. ANd then, kakak aku suap aku sampai kak Amirah jeles...muahahahahah...and waktu tu aku tido kat dalam surau atas kakak aku macam tak ingat dunia!! Hmm lagi satu bila, kali pertama aku jumpa kakak aku and MR.S and Mr.M....best tuh!
-Mestilah suke...tapi kalau aku cakap pelakon jer boleh tak?? Aku suke Lee Dong Wook, Lee Min Ho and Choi Si Won... Kim bum pun aku suke gak...And BTW, Lee Min Ho tu suami aku!!! muahahahaahah
-Rantai yang kapel aku waktu darjah 5 pernah bagi...Ala benda budak budak jer kot!!
-1.Aku ni keras kepala
2.Aku ni degil! Aku tak suke mengalah dan aku tak boleh kalah!
3.Aku suka buat orang marah. Suke buat masalah and suka carik pasal.
4.Aku sayang adik2 aku, and kakak aku.
5. Aku suka menyibuk!
6. Au suka spy orang yang handsome.
7. Aku suka buat orang rasa bersalah and aku suka mainkan perasaan orang (sorry!)
8. Aku kuat perasan and suka bila kene puji (gi matilah Raihan!)
-Hmm buat masa sekarang, aku dah kemabali single! Tak guna betul! Sebab kau ingatkan aku yang baru putus 2 minggu yang lalu (kot)
-Aku tido, online,makan, kick boxing, main x-box! main psp, tengok tv, main game, and belasah adik aku!! hahahahah and tengok wayang and berenang(kalo kat umah nenek aku) aku makan pun suke lagi lagi kalau call pizza sambil tengok tv...mak aih dunia ni aku yang punyalah sey) and last sekali, aku suka baca buku (lawak?? memang pun..I am a weird bookworm)
-Adalah ptung winnie the pooh, power puff girl, tweety bird and most of all patung anjing yang cute giler! aku tak leyh tido kalau takde patung tu!
-Hmmm kawan aku yang giler is Fatimah, and adik aku sendiri, which is Faizah!! haahahah
-Ngan adik aku, Amir Razif and Ahmad Reza...pastu ngan kawan akulah!!
hmm soalan untuk korang...
-Kalau kau tersadai kat pulau, kau nak bawak kawan baik kau tak?? Apasal?
-Kau suke pakai baju macam mana? Vintage ke apa ke??
-Kau suka warna apa?
-Apa nama panjang kau?
-Kalau kau ada 3 permintaan, apa kau akan mintak?
-Aku suka makan fettucine carbonara. Kau?
-Describe me.
-Aku ni sapa bagi korang?
-Apa hobi kau?
-Buat 1 cerita yang menyedihkan!
-Kalau kau tau kau nak mati, apa yang kau akan buat?
Yang ditag ialah:
Thursday, November 24, 2011
The call
Just now, I called my sister! Alahai....kesiannyer, demam tercampak rupernyer...Well tak sangka 2 minggu aku tinggalkan dia, boleh demam sampai tercampak...hohohohorlics...Kepal hot aku!!
Kesian! Hahahaha...Tapi aku kan adik yang baik, so sedikit sebanyak aku
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| Aku bajet hot macam minah nie...hahahaha |
Oh yeah, tahu tak, dah dekat 2 minggu mengikut kalender masihi. Amboi!
ayat aku tak boleh belah betul. Tapi seriuslah! Bosan giler duduk rumah.
Tapi lagi bosan sebab tak jumpa kakak aku! Rindu giler tahu tak. And biler aku bagitau dier,
dier bley cakap, kalau gitu, tahun depan macam mana?? Kakak tak ada kat sekolah nanti,
Raihan boleh hidup ke? Ewak ewah ewah.... mestilah boleh, cuma dah tak sama jer kot....
Lagipun, superwoman aku dah tak ada! Mestilah terasa kehilangannya. Lagipun,
sapa nak tolong aku kalau aku buat masalah lagi?? Aku ni kan pencipta masalah.
profesional. apa daa Raihan! Then dier cakaplah, dier tgh demam. Kesian kakak aku.
Dah tua2 camni baru nak kena demam tercampak. Apalah! Nak tercampak pun,
lepas SPM lah. Ni tyme pekse add math and fizik gak dier nak demam. Pe daa....
Tapi mana bley pilih hari kan??? Whateverlah! Saaayang kakak! my superwoman!!
Hahahahah...Lawak bodoh betul aku nie!! Kbye!
I live a lie. Please don't trust me!
I live a lie. Please don't trust me with your heart. I just don't want to hurt you that's all.I am a hypocrite. I am not that truthful what's more when it involves heart and my own feelings.
I lied all that when I said I don't care about you. I cared so much about you. I lied when
I said that I am not mad. The truth is that I am mad and full of jealousy. I lied when I said that
I hate you. Yeah! It's all a lie. I love you so much but I lied about my feelings! So that when I go
one day, you know that I hate you. And you will soon forget me! i lied when I said I don'tmiss you at all! I am sorry for all the lies that I made! I miss you so much but what for should
I say that to you? You won't understand. I am going away from your life anyway. It won't make any
difference. It's better for you not to know because if you do, you won't have the heart to live me.
I know. A lie is always a lie. And a liar will always be! I am good at that! So you better watch
out! I am sorry for all the lies that I use to cover my own feelings! You should know that I am not that
bad, nor I am not that nice. I lied a lot! Please, forgive me? If you do, then leave me alone after
that. Or else I'll just accept the fact that you are holding grudge against me and you are not letting me go!
Whatever it is, I hope you will forgive me!
Raihan....stop it!
Huhuhuhu...the topic agak pelik....sebab I am actually talking about myself more...
You know what, i am a teenager who have parents that wants her to change and be matured.
Why? I have no answer for that either! Come on lah.... you told me that you won't tolerate
any hypocrites in this house. Well I am not! I am trying to become my own self.
And here you are saying that "Raihan! Stop acting so childish" "Raihan, grow up"
"Raihan shut up!" "Raihan, don't talk to much. Be like your friends. Be like my friends daughter.
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| Tak ada kaitan..aku tau! |
Who are you trying to make me in to?? You expect me to be who you want me to be!
And I can't! Guess what... I can only be myself when I am outside home and when I
hang out with my friends and sisters. I can't be who you want me to be. It's called fakewhen I act like that. I put on masks when I am at home. You know why?
It's because you're forcing me to be who I am not! I hate being treated like a matured type of
person. But I hate being treated like a kid. You won't understand. I am real when I am with my sister.
She knows how to treat me right! She knows me very well then you do! And I am confused.
am vain. I am snobbish. And you ask me questions as if I am in trouble. You make many conclusion
as if I am in love with someone! Oh come on! i am not an actor who puts on many mask.
Till now, I don't know which one is real. Only one thing for sure, I know I am real when
I am with my sister(vanilla). She even asked me how am I gonna live without her at school
next year. And urm...I am speechless! And if you people call us lesbi, well one thing for sure
it's my sister so it's my right (hahahaha idiot) ....Now, you really make me hate my life!
Stupidlah!! Whatever! Do you me to be so quiet?? So lonely? So unlifely (ayat aku sendiri)??
Tell me who do you want me to be. I live a life. And I am going to walk through life as
a hypocrite....Just tell me!
